Tuesday, January 31, 2012

January 31, the Thirty-first Step

With January coming to a close, I reflect upon my journey thus far,and I think of how I have grown throughout the past month.  I've spent some quality time with Jessica, and while I will always be her mom, it's nice to be able to be her friend now as well.  She has certainly made us proud!

I think of perseverance when I reflect upon the stolen printer power cord fiasco (I now lock it up each and every evening when I leave school) and how the issue was finally resolved.  It was frustrating but it all worked out in the end.  It also makes me think of the daily grind of being a teacher, dealing with the same issues of students talking when I am, not turning in their assignments, and being less than respectful.  And then one day the bulb lights up and it's clear that I've hit a nerve and they comprehend the relevance of what I'm trying to teach them.  Yesterday I had a guest speaker come to my rowdiest class, and I was really concerned about how they would respond to his topic and presentation.  I had warned him that they could be less than stellar, and by golly, they surprised me and were extremely attentive and the speaker actually commented on that after the students left.  There was one exception, however; the young man who is extremely intelligent but not doing well grade-wise because he doesn't complete or turn in his assignments.  He put his head down and appeared to sleep during the presentation.  Afterward, the presenter mentioned him and summed it up quite well, "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink".  Sometimes it seems like there's an entire herd of them hanging out by the water! Iif only I had a crystal ball for them to gaze into their futures!

I think of patience and how sometimes I have a minimal supply of it.  I hate myself for it after the fact, but some situations are just difficult to observe and cause me to lash out when I should practice what I preach and be respectful.

I think of how I'm still running behind with the "better late than never" frame of mind.  For example, the baby quilt project.  If only I can make it home early tomorrow and get the binding sewn around the outer edges, I can do my handstitiching while the Thunder plays tomorrow night.  If only.  We'll see what happens!

I think of something that has puzzled me for quite some time.  It's not a new observation, but just within the past few days I noticed a single shoe in the middle of the road.  How does someone lose one shoe in the middle of the road??!!

Until tomorrow, a new month, a new day and a new set of steps in my journey, Happy Trails!

Monday, January 30, 2012

January 30, the Thirtieth Step

After a night of tossing and turning, I was fairly worn out today.  I'm a little concerned because I had a few incidents last night where I "flushed".  All of a sudden I would become really hot and the heat traveled up toward my head.  If it was in fact flushing, that's not good...it means the carcinoid is active and/or my Sandostatin shots aren't working, and/or my Afinitor isn't working.  Of course I don't go to the doctor until April, so I'll just have to see how it goes between now and then. 

My freshman class is cooking this nine weeks, and we're having some good times!  Today there were 3 groups making pie crusts from scratch.  One group obviously missed the memo on how to read and follow recipe directions as well as measurement equivalents, because their crust (before they added large quanitities of additional flour) looked like cooked oatmeal before they rolled it out.  I asked them how much water they put in the mixture and they put an entire cup, or 4 times what the recipe called for!!!  It looked pretty pathetic after it came out of the oven and is quite thick.  I'm not sure it will be worth filling tomorrow...they may have to eat the chocolate pudding separately!  Hopefully it will be a learning experience for them.  Needless to say, it was pretty entertaining for the rest of the class!

My classes are having a Diaper Dash during the month of February.  What is a Diaper Dash, you might ask?  The Youth and Family Services agency is in need of diaper donations for foster children, those at the emergency shelter and for single moms in dire straits, so my classes are having a competition amongst each other to collect the most diapers for the cause.  Hopefully there will be good participation and we'll collect a lot of diapers for those unfortunate babies.

That about sums up my journey for today, so until tomorrow, Happy Trails!

Sunday, January 29, 2012

January 29, the Twenty-Ninth Step

The past three days have been busy ones, but I've kept stepping.  Friday always brings with it a wave of exhaustion from pushing myself throughout the week.  I DID, however, wake up from my post-dinner slumber in time to watch the Thunder play, having missed only a few minutes of the first quarter.  They are amazing to watch, and I am certainly hooked!  I'm not too happy about all the west coast games during the next few days...I just cannot stay up for a 9:30 game and get up at 5:30 the next morning for school!

Saturday was business as usual, meaning my weekly trip to Walmart (yea!).  I was able to get my Saturday afternoon nap, which energizes me for the week ahead.  I finished a book I began last Saturday, "Tuscan Holiday" about a mom and daughter who didn't see eye-to-eye.  It was well-written, with short chapters and it was hard to put it down.  Aside from the fact that after their Tuscan holiday, their relationship changed (for the better), two things jumped out at me:  that a journey is made one step at a time, and one of the characters aspired to visit Maine to see a real, live moose.  Hmmm...

Today I made the usual homemade biscuits for breakfast, homemade bread, and shrimp scampi for lunch.  Jess came home, and I showed her the quilt I'm about to finish.  She still is not sold on my choice of colors (they don't go together or match) and the main fabric still looks like 80's graffiti to her.  Danny asked me what look I was going for and I told him I wasn't really going for a look and he told me I achieved my goal.  Very funny!  I don't care what they say...I think it's bright and colorful and coordinated and baby Sawyer will love it!!  I'm finished with the borders, now all I have to do is put on the binding and I'll be done!

So, two more days left in January and 1/12 of 2012 will be history.  I do not know where the time goes, but it certainly waits for no one.  I'm feeling great and counting my blessings everyday, and have so many things I want to accomplish this year.  I made a bucket list for 2012, but so far haven't been able to check anything off.  I guess there's always New Year's Eve!!

Happy Trails!

Thursday, January 26, 2012

January 26, the Twenty-sixth Step

I've kept journey-ing, but haven't been able to sign in on my blog for several days, and I can feel the tension building.  Talk about frustrating!  Sometimes I get so mad at Yahoo I feel like heaving my laptop off the Devon tower!!  But, I'm up and running (at least for the time being), so I'm going to get caught up on the excitement that is my life...

Jessica and I went to the Home and Garden Show last Saturday afternoon (big mistake) and was it ever crowded!!  My intent for going was to pick up some current information to use in my housing and home furnishings class.  Between all the strollers and scooters and boozers waiting in line for samples of the frozen wine concoctions, I couldn't see many displays (or get to them) and  all I wanted to do was get out of that place fast.  I think we made it through four of the five buildings and called it quits in less than an hour.  It was nice to spend time with Jess but we were both tired and frazzled.

This week has been a good one, and has gone by the class.  Never would I have thought of telling one of my teachers something like that, much less say it, and especially in the middle of a discussion!!  My how students have changed over the years!  The "Lunch Bunch" constantly discussions situations just like that one and the lack of tact is not limited to one or two classes...it's across the board.  Teaching is NOT for the faint of heart!!

I've been working diligently on the baby blanket I had hoped to have finished over Christmas break.  I have now advanced to the outside borders (I have one sewn on) and once I complete those, all I have to do is sew on the binding, make the label, and sew it on.  Jessica did not like the fabrics I chose at all, (she said the main fabric looks like 80's graffiti) so I was somewhat apprehensive about using it, but I must say that the colors are coming together quite nicely.  It will be colorful if nothing else, and hopefully the new mom and baby will enjoy it.  Her doctor was inducing labor today, but I haven't heard if she has had the baby yet.  As usual, my gift is better late than never!!

That's about the extent of things, so until the next time, Happy Trails!

Saturday, January 21, 2012

January 20, the Twentieth Step

It was payday, jeans day and Fri-day, so it just doesn't get much better than that!  My second day back this week found me with a scratchy throat and sinus pressure, but enough energy to get me through the day and get some good things accomplished.  As usual, I stayed until nearly 5 p.m. entering grades until I became cross-eyed and had to give up the ghost.  When I got home, I asked Danny if he was ready to go eat, and he told me "not just yet".  Usually he's chomping at the bit to go the minute I hit the door, so his response surprised me.  I was surprised yet again when the door opened and in walked Jessica!  It was pretty cool.

My freshmen began cooking today, making homemade biscuits.  There were 6 students in 2 kitchens and I must say that both batches turned out great!  Both were very tasty and the texture was great, and BEST of all, they did a great job cleaning up their messes!  Two more days of lab next week, then we'll begin making pies with homemade crusts.  They're a really good group, and I enjoy them a lot.

The lunch bunch celebrated January birthdays (there are 2 of us) and in addition to a really sweet card and wishes, I'm the proud owner of a Sonic gift card!!  Lots of Route 44's in my future!

Until next time, Happy Trails!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Thursday, January 19, the 19th Step

Day 19 found me back at work (a few minutes early, no less!) and jumping in with both feet.  Other than some sneezing and coughing, I felt like a million dollars.  It was good to see my students, and I have to admit, I could get used to a 2-day work week!  I don't see that happening in my near future, though.  Everything went well today, and assignments were done while I was gone, so we were able to pick up and carry on without skipping a beat.

In my mailbox was a HUGE package (not in terms of size, but in terms of importance) which will make my life SOOOO much less stressful---I got my printer power cord!!  It fits my printer!!!  My printer works!!!  And the cord is locked up for the night and will be every night hereafter to stay out of harm's way, aka sticky fingers!

My journey today led me to gratitude for something so simple as a power cord!!  Until next time, Happy Trails!

Wednesday, January 18, the 18th Step

Step 18 found me down for the count.  My hot shower cleared my head temporarily, but I just couldn't find it in myself to go to school.  I wasn't sure I had all the codes and numbers needed to submit an absence, but with some Divine intervention, I was able to get the sick day entered and acquire my go-to sub.  With all that handled, I settled in for what I had hoped would be a long, healing nap.  Instead, I got a fitful one and woke with a start around 9:00 a.m. thinking I had slept in and was very late for work!  What a relief to realize I was where I was supposed to be!

I called my oncologist's office and my MD to see if they could suggest something over the counter that I could take to relieve some of my sypmptoms, and both suggested Mucinex, which worked really well!  How nice to get rid of the headache, pain behind my eyes, and the sinus pressure!  By evening, I felt like I was on the road to recovery!  Danny still had to cook his own dinner, but he suffered through it.

Epiphany of the day:  sometimes you just have to give in and let your body heal.  Until next time, Happy Trails!

Tuesday, January 17, the 17th Step

I met the day with my throat a little more sore than the day before and was glad I had taken the day off to take Dad and Mom to Dad's cataract surgery.  I did a little handwork and a lot of napping before I had to pick them up.  Wouldn't you know it...they were swamped at Dean McGee and we were there three hours for a 20-30 minute procedure!!  It went well, but I was more than ready for a nap by the time I got home, and I know Dad was on pins and needles, but unfortunately, we don't have a bit of control over those situations.

By dinnertime, I felt really rough and Danny was on his own.  I just couldn't shake the headache and pain behind my eyes, and with my liver in the shape it's in, I can't take Tylenol, so I suffered through it.  Not much fun...but I know this stuff is going around like crazy right now.

No major break-throughs in my journey today, so until next time, Happy Trails!

January 16, the 16th Step

Monday (the 16th) was a professional development day for us, but I took a personal day.  I was glad, because I woke up with a slight sore throat and felt blah.  I suffered through a necessary trip to Walmart, then spent the day working on the baby quilt currently on my plate.  I made decent progress, but there is a good amount of handwork, so I have my fingers crossed that I'll have it completed before little Sawyer James makes his debut.  Thunder games make for a great opportunity to do my handwork, (I LOVE to have the games on, but I'm not glued to the TV...just like to check the progress now and then) but their schedule is rather sparse this week.

The day was a great one and I was glad I was able to spend it doing what I love...sewing.  Danny is getting better everyday, except for a lingering cough.  Until tomorrow, Happy Trails!

Sunday, January 15, 2012

January 15, the Fifteenth Step

Today is the fifteenth step of my 1,000-step journey, and things are good.  I turned 56 today and had a really good birthday.  Jessica came home and went to church with us, then after our biscuits and gravy we all snoozed until it was time to go to Mom and Dad's for my birthday dinner.  We had a "gourmet" meal of ham and beans with cornbread muffins, and Mom made my favorite cake---German chocolate!

We didn't do much of anything this afternoon, so it was very relaxing.  I finished cutting out the pieces for a baby quilt that I'll be working on this week, then made homemade pizza for supper and that's about all she wrote.  Until tomorrow, Happy Trails!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

January 14, the Fourteenth Step

Today was a really great day!  Jess came home and went to the OKC winter quilt show with me.  It has been a few years since I last went, and it seemed to be a lot smaller than what I remember.  We picked our tickets up at will call and even though it was a few minutes before 10 a.m. (the official opening time) there were people milling about the exhibits, so we headed that direction.  We were quickly halted by the Nazi at the will call booth, who demanded to know where we were going.  When I managed to get a reply out, she informed us that the show didn't open until 10 and we were to have a seat "over there".  After having figured out where "over there" was, we bought some over-priced nuts and had a seat to kill the 5 minutes remaining until the clock struck 10.

It didn't take us a tremendous amount of time to go through the booths, but an ink dye technique caught our attention, so after having seen everything we wanted to see we went back to the booth and purchased a kit.  The results (of the demo) were really cool, so hopefully, we can figure it out.

We sat in on a lecture about fabric embellishments and the facilitator had some beautiful creations to share with the attendees.  I bought her book and hope to implement some of her techniques in projects this year.

Jess and I had lunch at the Iguana Grill downtown (it was to die for!) then called it a day.  Danny texted her during our venture and told her not to argue with me (we tend to butt heads since we're so much alike) and we had a good chuckle because we had a wonderful morning together.  I took a long winter's nap when we got home, then Danny and I went out for Chinese food and are now settled in to Thunder up.  This is my last day to be 55, and while I don't feel 55, it's kind of disheartening to be on the back side of middle age...

Until tomorrow, Happy Trails!

January 13, the Thirteenth Step

Friday the 13th!  It was an uneventful day with the exception of my upcoming birthday.  The principals always have the library deliver balloons, a beverage and a sweet treat to staff members for their birthday, which of course leads the students to ask when the big day is.  I received many "happy birthdays" and my freshman class even sang to me!  I was quite touched by their gesture...we've come a long way.

Monday is a professional development day, but I'm taking a personal day to get my life in order and give my tummy a rest from stress for a day.  I'll be gone Tuesday because my dad is having surgery on his left eye, so I was scrambling to get plans and copies ready before I left school.  Again with the locked principal's office, promptly at 4, and I had nowhere else to print what I needed to print.  I will be soooo happy when my printer cord arrives and am going to be soooo disappointed if it doesn't work!

Danny has been under the weather the past couple of days.  When I got home Thursday evening, he was prone on the couch and his face was beet-red.  Fortunately, no stomach issues were involved, only head and sinus issues, but I could tell he felt pretty poorly.  Friday he worked a few hours then came home to rest.  There's a LOT of that stuff going around...and those who have it seem pretty miserable.  Hopefully by the end of the weekend he'll be up and at 'em!

Happy Trails!

January 12, the Twelfth Step

When I finished blogging the other evening, a website link popped up for prontocharger.com, with info indicating that they sell HP printer cords.  I clicked on it, and sure enough, they have a cord which they guarantee will fit any HP photosmart printer, and with shipping and handling, it was less than the basic price of the cord from HP!  I was apprehensive and excited all at the same time, but I immediately placed my order (hoping all the while I wasn't going to get ripped off). I felt some comfort in reading that they accept school purchase orders (yea...I know anyone can put anything on a website), but I just really feel this is the ticket.  I received a confirmation email the next morning with tracking information, so I should get it sometime next week...now if it will only fit!

The arctic blast that went through brought us the tiniest bit of snow...I even took a picture of the "drift" which accumulated on the back deck; it was maybe 1/2" deep.  I have a feeling that's going to be the extent of our snow this year.  :(

Until the next time, "Happy Trails!"

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

January 11, the Eleventh Step

And the beat goes on...I called the office supply store in search of a printer which uses the inkjet cartridges I have stockpiled for my defunct printer, explained my situation, and the kind person at the other end of the line said she would check into it for me and see if she might be able to get a power cord for me for less than I had been quoted by HP.  That way, I wouldn't have to buy a new printer and would be able to use the one I've had since August, 2011.  I'm not going to hold my breath, nor am I going to get hopeful that this will be resolved anytime soon, but it would certainly be nice if she could pull it off. 

I called the local Radio Shack to see if they carried any type of generic power cords, and received about as much care and assistance as if I had asked for an abortion clinic!  Needless to say, I won't be going there.

On a positive note, the Miss YHS applications have hit the street, and I had several young ladies come by to pick one up.  Hopefully we'll have around 20 girls, which will be a lot of fun.

On another positive note, I've noticed a HUGE difference in my demeanor since I've been on this blogging journey daily (sort of).  I had heard that journaling is a great stress reliever, and it certainly works!  Now that the artic blast has hit (sounds like the north wind is going to blow the house down!) I'm going to hunker down under a couple of blankets and watch the Thunder and Hornets play.  Until tomorrow, "Happy Trails".

January 10, the Tenth Step

My life is still engulfed in the "invisible cord" caper, which I thought I had licked once and for all.  I decided to bite the bullet and buy another printer just like the one I currently have.  I submitted the purchase order, felt a weight lift off my shoulders and knew for certain that life was good.  Wrong!  I got a phone call later in the day saying the office supply store either no longer sells that particular printer, they didn't have it in stock, or HP no longer makes it...I'm not sure of the exact details of that scenario, but no matter how you slice it, I was back to square one with no cord and a printer I cannot use.

On a positive note, however, we had a good FCCLA meeting during lunch, and are making plans for the 3rd annual Miss YHS pageant and the annual blood drive.  I'm looking for non-Yukon related judges, so anyone who knows anyone, let me know!

And with that, I bid you "Happy Trails".

Monday, January 9, 2012

January 9, the Ninth Step

Today found me feeling a little puny.  I was glad I had doctors' appointments because I didn't feel well enough to go to work, yet I would not have called in.  I got up early with great intentions of accomplishing something before my first appointment, but crawled back into bed after I got dressed.  When I got home, I had plans to do something before I had to leave for my next appointment this afternoon, but again, I crawled into bed until it was time to leave.  Guess you just have to do that sometimes.

My blood counts were low, so I had to have my Anaresp shot.  My platelets are low, but not low enough to have a transfusion.  Dr. Armor thought I looked good and since I seem to be doing good, I don't have to go back until the first part of April.  Before my next visit, I'll have to have a PET scan to check the results of the bland embolization.  All good news!!

This afternoon, I went in for my monthly Sandostatin shot.  The needle clogged, so the nurse had to inject me a second time.  I'm sure I'll feel those results within a day or so!

Mom also had an appointment with Dr. Armor, and he can't figure out why her blood counts are all out of whack.  Of the options available to her, she chose to drop some of her non-essential daily supplements, one at a time, then have labwork done to see if there are any changes.  Everything is the same as it was in November, so at least things are not getting any worse.

I'm happy to say that all my Christmas things are packed up and in the closet!!!  Now we'll see how long it takes Danny to dismantle the tree and put it away!  I also did some light cleaning, made "Steak Bombs" for dinner (I'll post a picture) and finished cutting out fabric squares for a quilt.  One of my co-workers is due the last week of January and I'm now in baby quilt mode until I get it finished.  It's a simple design so it shouldn't take too long. 

Jessica and I are going to the OKC Winter Quilt Show this Saturday and I'm really excited for that!  I haven't been in several years.  I just hope she isn't bored to tears!

Going to call it a day, I think, so Happy Trails!

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Januay 8, The Eighth Step

Today we celebrated the Epiphany at church, even though Friday was the actual date.  The 12th day of Christmas.  Time to take down the decorations and store them for another year.  Not enjoying the defrocking as much as the decorating, I put it off and off and off, but finally manged to get the decorations off the tree.  Now it's Danny's turn to box it up and heft it into the loft in the garage.  As for packing and storing the decorations, that's on tomorrow's to-do list.  At least I've begun the process...

Beyond that, we shared the day with Jessica, and chilled since it was a cool, overcast day.  She requested spaghetti and homemade bread, which I made, and she and Danny were both most complimentary of the results of my efforts.  Sometimes things don't have much flavor to me and today was one of those days, so I'll just go with their opinions and say it was great!

I had nosebleed again today, which seems to be happening quite frequently.  I'm afraid my platelets are still low, but I guess I'll find out all about that when I go to the doctor tomorrow.  Jess told me today that on a recent episode of Grey's Anatomy, they had a patient with carcinoid.  I didn't see it so I don't know how informative it was, but I'm glad it's becoming more public.  People certainly need to become more informed and take their health into their own hands.  We trust health-care workers to guide us in the right direction, but sometimes our gut feelings are more spot-on than their medical diagnoses.

That about sums up our Sunday.  I had a couple of really good naps, so I'm ready to hit the ground running tomorrow.  I'm still dealing with the printer power cord issue and can't decide whether to just get the cord (my invisible one isn't working) or spend a few more $ and get a new printer (even though I've had mine only a few months)...

Happy Trails!

Saturday, January 7, 2012

The Seventh Step, January 7

Today was a day of reduction.  I took a carload of recycling to the center this morning, then loaded it back up with a bunch of stuff to take to Goodwill next week.  What a liberating feeling!!

I recently suggested to Danny that some weekend when the weather is nice, we go to Bricktown, walk around and eat.  Turns out, this was that weekend!  We went to Shepler's to exchange a Christmas gift, then to Bass Pro to do the same, then walked from there to Earl's BBQ for a bite to eat.  That was the first time either of us had eaten there, and it was fabulous!!  We really enjoyed the food and had talked about going next door to get ice cream, but that just wasn't possible.  It was really a pleasant evening and we enjoyed the lingering Christmas lights along the canal and had just enough of a walk to settle our dinners.

All that, and we got home just in time to watch Thunder basketball and call it a night.  It feels good to actually DO something we've talked about instead of just talking, so I'd call it a great day!!

Happy Trails!

The Sixth Step, January 6

Well, I'm sad to say that the power cord would not fit my printer, but I'm still most grateful to the young man at Staples who took a moment to care.  Meanwhile, I find it extremely stressful that I do not have the capability to print something in my classroom!  The closest printer is not many yards from my room, but this is how things went down on Friday:  I sent something to print (which I needed to give the students during that class period) and the toner was out.  Another hour I sent something else (which I needed to give to the students that hour) and the paper tray was empty and the person printing the ba-zillion packets was nowhere to be found.  At the end of the day, I was trying to get lesson plans ready for my sub on Monday (I have an oncologist appointment) and when I went to pick up my class rosters from the copier, I asked the secretary how long she would be there (5-10 minutes) and I hadn't even begun to type Monday's instructions!!  And of course, my key won't unlock that office door, but the secretary graciously left the door ajar so I could go pick up my copy (nearly 30 minutes later).  Something is definitely wrong with this picture!!

Happy Trails!

Thursday, January 5, 2012

The Fifth Step, from Zero to Hero

The fifth step of my journey focused heavily on trying to solve the mystery of my missing printer power cord.  Over Christmas break, someone "borrowed" it, and no one seems to care.  I called Staples to see if perhaps they carried them, which they do not, nor are they able to order them.  The person I spoke with graciously gave me the 800 number for HP, which I promptly called so I could hopefully get up and running again in the near future.  My first attempt led me in a "punch 1 for this and 2 for that" cycle where I somehow wound up back at the main menu.  I slammed the phone down and attempted to find a cord on the HP website.  There was only one that came up in my search, and its description didn't convince me it would work on my printer. 

Back to square one, I attempted the 800 number again and hit pay dirt!!  I actually made it to a human voice!!  Trouble was, I could hardly understand what the man was saying, if you get my drift.  I finally determined that the cost of the cord ($35) plus their standard shipping fee ($18) totalled over half what I paid for the printer to begin with (that explains why someone borrowed my cord) and when I complained to the customer service rep, he "generously" offered me a 15% discount ($5 reduction) which still made the cord cost half what I paid for the printer!!  I never realized that the expense of a printer was in the cord and not the actual printer...interesting.

Apparently there are no provisions for all the losses many of us have experienced this year from someone permanently "borrowing" items from our rooms, and we are simply out of luck.  Frustrating.  However, the hero in this story is at Staples.  I had some things to pick up after school, and explained my dilema to a very nice guy who went above and beyond in the helpful area.  He asked me to wait a few moments while he went to the back to check on something.  When he came back, he was carrying a cord that looks like it has the same configuration as my printer and the cost was much more reasonable.  I don't know if it will fit, but whether it does or not, he cared and he took the extra step to help me, and I am very impressed with his integrity.  He didn't have to help...he could have blown me off...but he not only helped but went above and beyond.  Now that's state of the art!!

Happy Trails!

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Fourth Day, Fourth Step

Today's step was tentative and tired.  Yesterday I had bloodwork done and found out that my platelets are fairly low, which explains the constant nose bleed I had all day (yesterday) and well into the midnight hour.  When I finally fell asleep, it seemed I had barely blinked an eye before the alarm went off and I met the day.  It seems many of us had a cross to bear...so many people complained of being really tired today.  I guess it will take a few days to get back in the swing of things.

At the risk of jinxing the situation, I seem to have a really good group of students this semester.  My  evlauating principal spoke to all my classes yesterday about my health issues and how to handle things if they feel sick in my class.  "The talk" worked really well last semester and I got sick only once, with some type of sinus/head junk.  I'm so appreciative of the support system I have at work; everyone has been and continues to be so kind, caring and concerned.

I'm excited to have a new class in my line-up...Housing and Home Furnishings.  I've never taught it before, but given my love for decorating and HGTV, I'm anxious for the opportunity.  My freshman class will be studying foods this 9 weeks, so I demonstrated how to make chocolate biscuits today.  I saw the recipe in the paper recently and it sounded really good, so I gave it a shot.  It turns out that the aide who went to Walmart to get supplies yesterday failed to put the groceries away, including the milk needed in the recipe, so after having sat on the counter all night I had to use water as the liquid.  The flavor and texture were greatly impacted, plus I wasn't able to make the chocolate sauce to serve with the biscuits.  Can't wait to discuss the results tomorrow!!  Just goes to show that none of us is successful in the kitchen all the time.

I tried a new recipe for dinner tonight...meatball sandwiches.  While good enough, I have some tweaking to do to improve the flavor, and  am anxiousto do so.  Jessica's opinion was that the meatballs were too big and I knew Danny wouldn't like them, so I made him a burger.  We'll see what I can come up with.

Until tomorrow, Happy Trails!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Step Three

Back to school for a little while today, and it took nearly 3 hours to get all my grades entered and submitted.  At least that's behind me for 9 weeks, and for that I'm extremely grateful. My dad had cataract surgery this afternoon in his right eye, and fortunately all went well.  The nurse told him as she prepped him for surgery that he was going to be able to see so much better afterward.  I'm sure his sight had gradually gotten worse and worse, to the point that he probably wasn't even aware of just how bad it was, so when the patch comes off and he's finished with his eye drops, he'll see a whole new world!

As I took the third step of my journey today, I couldn't keep from thinking about selfishness. So many of us focus on "me" and not "we", and that stifles our growth so much.  Whether we're impatient with others, only in it for the benefit to ourselves, or only caring about our own feelings and not those of others, we cannot possibly complete our life's journey with a selfish attitude.  We all have our crosses to bear, and how we embrace, understand and carry those crosses impacts us and those around us.

I recently read an article about a woman, probably about my age, who felt she had made nothing of her life since graduation (she's a nurse).  Recently divorced, she was trying to get her finances to balance and trying to adjust to being single.  Her thoughts wandered back to her junior high days and the "bright spot" in her life...her home ec class.  She remembered the teacher making her feel noticed and she always found something positive to say about her students' projects.  Thirty years later, she still used what she learned in home ec.  No matter how tough things got, she could motivate herself by sewing, cooking or decorating.  She even had a second career as a decorating consultant.

The woman decided to tell her former home ec teacher how much she had impacted her life, so she found her address and mailed her a letter to let her know just what her encouragement had meant to her all those years ago.  Three days after having mailed the letter, the teacher called her at work to thank her for the letter and insisted that the woman visit her.  The next night, she did so.  Over a cup of tea, the teacher brought out her copy of the junior high yearbook and found the woman's picture.  In it, she was wearing a skirt she had made out of her mother's old drapes, which were about to be thrown away.  Mortified, the woman listened as the teacher praised her for her creativitity and imagination, then went on to tell the teacher that she was convinced she was a failure.  The teacher pointed out that everyone feels that way from time to time, and brought to the woman's attention the fact that she works with people who really need her.  Come to find out, the woman was a published author, and had saved a log cabin from being bulldozed down, fixed it up with antiques, and was living there. 

What an inspirational story!!  I left it for my students to read today in my absence with a note to let them know I want to be that teacher to them.  I want to be unselfish in respect, compliments, encouragement, and most of all in successfully teaching them the tools they need to survive in a sometimes difficult and selfish world.

Happy Trails!

Monday, January 2, 2012

The Second Step

The second step of my journey created mass chaos.  I made the mistake of going to Walmart and Kohl's, and while I was able to finally do some after-Christmas shopping for next year's supplies, my dining room table has once again become the catch-all for most of it.  However, my to-do list this week includes taking down the tree and packing it all away, so that will help create some order.

I spent a good portion of the afternoon grading so I can input grades by tomorrow's deadline of 4:00.  Unfortunately, the remote capability of entering grades at home won't work on our internet, so I have my work cut out for me at school tomorrow.  The good news is that I have a sub all day because my dad has an appointment, so I'll have a couple of hours before the appointment to get things done.

Another chunk of my step today went toward completing a "Me Collage" to share with my students.  I made it on a boot box and will encourage them to recycle something on which to make theirs this week, rather than using the usual poster board.  It turned out well, but there's just no end...I keep finding things to add (and I'm about out of room) and keep thinking of things I left off (and I'm about out of room).  It's fun to see how much mine has changed since the one I made 5-ish years ago.  What a journey I've had, and I'm grateful for every step!

As my winter break comes to a screeching halt, I'm glad for all the things I set out to do and actually accomplished, but have no remorse for the things I didn't get done.  The biggest task at hand (next to un-decorating) is to make a baby quilt for a teacher who is due in the very near future.  Her baby shower was on December 10, but since I was unable to attend, I decided to focus on the project over break.  However, between having to majorly de-stress and finish Christmas tasks and the bland embolization procedure (and recovery), I simply ran out of time.  Perhaps the third step...

Happy Trails!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

January 1, 2012

Happy New Year!  As 2012 gets off to a rolling start, I am setting off on my inspirational "journey".  For nearly 56 years I have woven my way through life, not appreciating as much or as deeply as I should have the people, places and things which I have had the good fortune to encounter.  I don't know if it has something to do with being "middle-aged" or if I had an epiphany, but I have come to the realization that time is limited and most people don't get an advanced warning of when their time will come.  I look back at all the time I've wasted, the clutter I've collected, the opportunities I passed up, and am now on a journey to utelize every minute, reduce, seize the moment. 

I know it won't happen overnight, and when I take stock, I become extremely overwhelmed, but my motto today is, "The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step." (Lao Tzu)  How do you eat an elephant?  One bite at a time.  How do you make a journey?  One step at a time.  Happy Trails!!